I wonder where he is.
I wonder who he is.
I wonder if he’s thinking of me or if he’s not ready yet.
I’m patiently waiting.
Waiting for us to meet.
Waiting for him to be ready.
I’m waiting for our time to come, so we can begin.
I long for his love.
I long for our future.
I long for the home that’s waiting for me to return.
It’s getting harder to be patient.
My wonder is turning into worry.
And the longingness is so strong it’s starting to feel like heartbreak.
What if I am waiting for a future that doesn’t exist?
What if the love my heart dreams about disappears in the wake of loneliness?
What if loneliness has been my life partner all along?
The grief of my reality and the hope of my happiness is in a constant battle.
Some days my grief wins and other days my happiness.
For now, all I can do is patiently wait in wonder of the hope I long for.
Written by Kristina Darrah
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